Here I am, standing before you asking for forgiveness
Here I am an atheist.
I want to confess before you for my perverse, racist and patronizing believe for 17 years, as yeshiva student, newlywed and head of community.
For sinned by preferring god over human.
For sinned by my arrogance and disdainfulness.
For sinned by discrimination and humiliation.
For sinned by intolerance.
For sinned by hating the foreigner.
For sinned by oppressing a living being.
For all those I am sorry and express deep regret.
Process turning heart, maturation, sobriety and opening of one's eyes following with deep long period mental procedures Not an easy for a human to lose a handiwork; pattern of the work of his hands
All the more so hard to understand creation you created is not of the master pieces of creations. In the end to acknowledge that light of torah, candle of virtue and shine of faith, are not but darkness, fog and gloom – naivety blend within viciousness and cruelty.
Voyage of my maturity I went through – acceptance of reality and nature, making peace with them – gave me strength to expel the god in my heart. No more fiction, no more false fantasy; no more throwing responsibility upon unknown; but straight gaze into my heart, without god; the observance at nature without fear and awe; without the entity I have fabricate.
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