Married to a muslim

[Jesusistheway]

Married to a muslim...
Love him
Hate his religion
Slowly dying inside...
Do I still love him...
Actually I don't really know anymore ....

[sum]

Hello Jesusistheway

Sad.

sum

[Jesusistheway]

Hello...yes it is...we have only spent 7weeks.together in 4 and a half years. 1 week as husband and wife....rest of time apart..him there. Me here...but I feel the topic he can talk for hours about is religion...and.it always ends up a bit nasty...I'm Christian he muslim...apart from.religion we honestly don't have that much to discuss ...the usual stuff...how are you today how'd the.weather..how's family...I feel we have not been able to get to know each other properly...he has been refused visa twice he can't get to my country...so I need to go there...or give up on my marriage...at moment I'm waiting on him providing a home for us...which he's not too much of a hurry to do so....I'm getting fed up...I'm lonely where as he goes home to family every night...I will give him a certain amount of time....and that's it....

[Jesusistheway]

I have tried to educate myself on islam for to live a peaceful life with him, but we constantly debate. He's always right I'm always wrong, and what I have learnt over last few years about islam honestly disgusts me, if I had known all this at start I wouldn't have entered into marriage with him. But feelings for him can't just go away, and I will make the best effort I can. So as I said. Hate his religion, but love him, though I'm very confused and unsure about my future happiness and well being...