I have tried to educate myself on islam for to live a peaceful life with him, but we constantly debate. He's always right I'm always wrong, and what I have learnt over last few years about islam honestly disgusts me, if I had known all this at start I wouldn't have entered into marriage with him. But feelings for him can't just go away, and I will make the best effort I can. So as I said. Hate his religion, but love him, though I'm very confused and unsure about my future happiness and well being...
