would you help me?

[Murtad Mama]

I not only left Islam but I also helped others who wanted to do so. Everyone knows my identity. Then, comes more powerful organizations who have stolen those Murtads from me and kicked me to the curb! They torment me because they want to take credit for what I did. Is it fair that all my work is in vain and today, I feel worse than being in Malaysia under Sharia. I do not want to freak people out because many people want to believe that these things do not happen where I live but actually it is worse than Sharia. With Sharia I can predict what they expect and follow. Today, anyone can come get me and torture me over nothing! If I mean nothing to you, what can I say? If you want to learn more please PM me as it is personal. Thanks.

Rosina Kamis (as everyone knows and I cannot even change my name anyways!)
Might as well give you my phone number too: xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Skype: rosina.kamis

[Murtad Mama]

Actions speak louder than words. You may hate Islam completely and those who follow Islam. But the fact that Ex-Muslims use my work by getting refugee status and even take credit for my work, that is very hurtful. But at the same time, nobody could care less whether I die! Isn't that the truth? Even for you all, right? I am a nobody. But the reality is, you people are the cowards. People like Ali Sina and all those who have betrayed me are not known. Nobody know how they look like and where they live. You guys can't even live like me but won't help me either.

[Ibn Rushd]

What's going on? No one on here knows your phone.

[piscohot]

what kind of help are you asking for Murtad Mama?

[enceladus]

Welcome, Murtad Mama.

I apologise for not answering sooner. I've given suggestions to many people who've come here asking for help, but when I saw that you'd made your identity known, I pretty much threw my hands up and thought "whoa..... this is out of my league...... ".

There may be at least a couple of possible options open to you. These include -
* Changing your name by deed poll. You mention that you're in Canada, so this *may* be an option there. Anyway, I thought I'd mention it, just in case. I think this would be a very good move (if it's possible).

* Moving (either to a new city, out into the countryside or to a new country). If you first changed your name, then moved, that would be a good start to getting away from the problems you have at the moment. Maybe you have a relative or friend in another city? It may be an option to stay with them. At least the good news is that Canada is *huge* (as you'll know), so that much is at least good news. It's not as if you're trying to hide on (say) a tiny place like Norfolk Island. If you *really* do need to do something, then moving is top of the list (no matter how much it'd suck, and it *is* a hassle....).

* Trying to get a job (after you move, assuming that you do). Nannying, farm work, fruit-picking, supermarket work - there are a few options here, depending on where you are (and where you go to). I know for a fact that there are very large fruitpicking areas in Canada.

There's no getting around the fact that having made your identity public makes things harder, but at least the steps mentioned above can help to undo some of the damage.
I should say that even though *you* may think that you're well-known, *I* didn't know your identity until you mentioned it. So please - try not to do stuff like that.
Try not to make a difficult situation worse.

Good luck!
- enceladus

[Ariel]

I deleted your phone number Murtad Mama. If someone needs it, they can ask you by PM.

[Ibn Rushd]

MM was active in the forum several years ago. She had to leave due to someone posting her phone, address, email, where she worked, school, etc. and harassing her in real life. It was menj who did it. I think he got banned over it.

[Wootah]

Just voicing my opinion and not knowing who this poster is.

I would not contact her incase it was someone trying to find out about who I am. Not that that would be hard I imagine.

Obviously other forum members that know more can do more.

[ixolite]

MM is legit and was a poster on the old forum:
http://www.apostatesofislam.com/apostat ... monial.htm

what kind of help are you asking for Murtad Mama?

Dito. Do you need advice, personal help or money?

Take care.

[enceladus]

MM was active in the forum several years ago. She had to leave due to someone posting her phone, address, email, where she worked, school, etc. and harassing her in real life.

Ah. That is bad. Really bad.

It was menj who did it. I think he got banned over it.

So he should have. Glad to hear it.
- enceladus

[Cassie]

What's the matter, Rosina? PM me. Hope you're all right.

[capner]

Well Cassie, did she answer you?

[nazeermustafa]

Hope you are out of trouble now ...

[capner]

I was going to put her in my skype address book, but I am not sure that I should. No news. No answers. For a long time.

[Murtad Mama]

I cannot recall what help I needed. Thank you to those who wanted to help. Thank you to those who pointed out that I was a well-known ex-Muslim years ago. And I understand that some of you are cautious about contacting me. Let me see what was said in my PMs.