you may bit handicapped but NOT that bad dear fusedbird ., you can type and you have perfect English., True Insurance and doctors indeed a problem in America.. But watch Nick VujicicThat is what I am working on Financial Independence. I have a form of handicapped and it makes it hard to get a job with insurance willing to pay for my doctors. I am going to school and working on getting a better more free life, but the whole double life thing is harder than it seems.
Also watch Bethany Hamilton that you see in the above video with Nick http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ShzrA0Itw8M
You know the problem with people like Nick was a medicine .. thaldomide http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thalidomide
watch these kids http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-G7UKLczVaU
and please read stories at http://www.faithfreedom.org/inspiring
See that you already realized that. He just needs bit help., Not only he ..Millions of Muslims need that help..My dad is not a strict muslim and I have a feeling he feels the same way I do about islam but has been living a lie way longer than I have and is proably more scared than I am.
Well you & your Dad & that good man you are in love with are more important than any one else .. any family filled with Nuts., So hang on and work hard to fulfill your goals, I am sure you will reach .. you are a string person..However how do I open up to him without revealing myself in the process? The rest of his family is strict and crazy
with best wishes